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Time passes/
im tired of looking at asses/
its time for me to grow/
and try following my dream ?l I glow/
im tired of going low/
but to raise up I need to start trusting my flow/
im tired of looking up at the local rappers/
for me they seem like nothing but a bunch of yappers/
I need not to be going down/
I need to be strong and not to be slowing down/
Im just tired of looking up and bowing down/
thats what I say to myself when im crying
and trying weep calming down/
I was playing basketball one day/
and raised up for a dunk/
that kid next to me said that was gay/
and I said get out punk/
he said no...ill stay/
it was my rivals homie g funk/
he punched me and we fought/
but one minute after we got caught/
by the cops and we had to sit in the office/
I had blood coming out of my all fists/
and the kid that I fought and hated/
sat next to me but he was too weak and he fainted/
my face was red, it looked like it was pained/
and then Lori came in, it was the girl that I dated/
she helped me clean the blood and after that we waited/
I need not to be going down/
I need to be strong and not to be slowing down/
Im just tired of looking up and bowing down/
thats what I say to myself when im crying
and trying weep calming down/
then emergency came/
in the eye of the doctor I saw a little flame/
and the guys mother needed someone to blame/
cause she thought her son was dead/
he looked bad, thats how my fear was fed/
my heart started beating fast, it felt like it was made out of led/
he is gonna be alright the doctor said/
and I still sat there, they took him instead/
me and my girl sat there waiting for the next 911/ (nine one one)
but I was still alive and happy cause I finally won one/
of the battles that me and my rivals had/
but there to ruin my day was my dad/
when he heard I was hurt he got really mad/
I stood there guilty and I felt bad/
but I was still proud even tho I felt bad/
I need not to be going down/
I need to be strong and not to be slowing down/
Im just tired of looking up and bowing down/
thats what I say to myself when im crying
and trying weep calming down/
I still dont know what happened to that guy/
I hated him but I didnt want him to die/
and then my homies be asking me ????lt;br>from all the pressure I thought I was gonna fry/
I went to my friends house so I can get high/
but I didnt have any money and he wouldnt let me buy/
but then he felt sorry for me and finally let me fly/
thats what happens when rappers mess around with me/
they think they can fight me and get all profound with me/
thats just one example/
just so u can taste alittle sample/
of real life/
I almost killed him not even using a knife/
I speared him cause I thought he might have children and wife/
I need not to be going down/
I need to be strong and not to be slowing down/
Im just tired of looking up and bowing down/
thats what I say to myself when im crying
and trying weep calming down/................................
by Sla ?(sla-vee), Slavy Elenkov
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